Fierce!
this is waacking and voguing....just so ya know
saw this on streetstar last year! awesome dudes and dudettes! whish i could go to solna and streetstar this year too, i would love to be there! but i dont have the money or the time....sadly
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och på tal om streetstar....detta är från semifinalen. på höger sida är det nina (my old teatcha') och ewa, representin' gbg och tfda. det va waack!(och dom kom tvåa i hela newstyle kategorin, förlorade mot två fransmän, som jag tror vann hela skiten i paris sen med)
fred ut//Amahleen
at the library dudes
här residerar jag idag. skrivandes på en hemtenta om human security, state'centric security och om suveräna stater tappar influens i världsordningen eller ej. (stört svårt att ta detta på svenska...haha)
jag har precis ätit kebab och jag börjar få koll på this shit. life is good at the moment :) trevligt sälskap har jag med
fred ut//Amahleen
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this is just so that the very annoying video that starts on its own will end up on anoter page.... you know the one where i'm the greatest hero of them all?
now i'm tired, and i'm off to bed, meeting up with the guys in school and 11.30 tomorrow....thats freakin early for me... (sad i know)
fred ut//Amahleen
this is what i'm talkin' about
so i'm just gonna give a shout out to this guy, don't really know him, more like know of him. really good dancer from gbg (i just realized). i just loved this coreo! awesome dude! love the girly style, this is the way i love to dance, "real heavy and dirty" hiphop is good n' all, but this type of dancing is fuckin magic when you do it! soooo much fun! think that's why i miss TFDA so mush, they are really in to that style of dancing, all of my teatchers there, one way or another and more or less, they really do not do that at the hip drop here down south. (not that they're not good, not at all) not even Lin dances girly, maybe i should try the "britney style" thing that they have,might be fun.
anyhow, here's the vid:
and this is one of my teachers (probably former teatcher though, i went to like three of his classes last semester) and it's really good. it's a fantastic coreo, but don't you get a feeling that its too....stiff? too controlled? anyways, i haven't danced it but i do not get the feeling when i dance these kind of things. and lin have a similar, however more smooth style, no tony and denny style if you now whet i mean ^^, ( loved "boys wanna be her"!)
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so i'm back down south. had a wonderful time in GBG, loved it! feels good but a bit weird to be back. and my plants survived! have alot of schoolwork to do this week though, but it felt really nice seeing everybody again. ( and i went out to tha hood yo! haha, not as bad as my parents have told me, (no surprise there really))
fred ut//Amahleen
killerclowns from outer space
yea.....pretty much.... (high class on that one indeed)....
fred ut//Amahleen
nightowl
so, what has happenes since last time?
thursday we went to a dancehall reggey club, it wes nice. i like. danced my ass off, it was abit like a meatmarket though, but i managed to avoid the slimiest guys and moved away from unwanted hands in unwanted places very succsesfully if you ask me.
friday we had our last lectue before tha holidays and me and sara went infront of our classmates to try to launch some class rules, like; make sure your'e on time, and if you are not, please wait until the break to come in. locked doors? and TURN THE PHONES OFF! how fuckin hard can that one be. we have phones going off in every lecture, every single on. sure the woman who has a small child should get to keep her phone on, but turn of the sound for crying out loud! how hard can it be, its for 45 minutes that you'l have to wait to be constantly reched.
i can say that our idea about locked doors did not go over well....at all. and honestly, i don't know why not. we have an academic quarter, use that. if you are later than that, that's your problem, do not make it mine, please! but well, after that little incident we went for a "fika". it was nice. the evening was spent at farideh's place. it was nice, we made taccos while watchng DKs failed atempt at making pankakes, i was truly amazed by DK and his cooking. i'm sure he was amazed by my ability to drown down 1.5 l coke all b my self. haha
saturday was lazy, but in the evening we went to see sannas christmas gospel consert. it was nice. got abit put out when th preast mentioned the UN child convention (is that what you call it? anyhow, FNs barnkommision) and that it states that every chid has a right to its spirituality and the connection she made with an article that she had read stating that we should't force children to church. that one upset me a lot mostly because she used it as a way of saying that children has a right to be taken to church in order to experience spirituality and religon and that whe have to keep in mind that chidren think of these complicated existensial questions as well.gaahhh! who said anyting about that? if it is stated by tha UN that children has the right to their spirituality, who said anything about that spirituality being found in hristianity? or in any religion at all? they have the right to THEIR spirituality, not their parents or their school teatchers. if they are free to believe, aren't they free not to believe as well?
i think you should let children "slippa kyrkan" as the artiticle said, and if that's not an option then atleast take them to a moske and a tempel and a synagoga as well. give them the opportunity to choose for them selves, give them the right to decide their believes and THEIR spirituality, without the influence of others please. not promoting a specific religion does not make it impossible to discuss the "big questions".
(did that make any sense at all? if not, please keep in mind that its five in the morning)
today was spent packing and not cleaning as my mom wanted me to do before going home over the holidays. not that it looks like a warzone in here as she probably thought. i put some stuff in their right places and i vacuumed, that would have to be enough. i'm abit worried about my flowers though. how on earth are they gonna make it all the way to the nwe year without anyone here to give them water? well, i'll just have to hope thay survive, i really started to like them. especially (i soo know that you do not spell that word like that, but who gives a shit?!) the purple one, it really goes with my plumm coloured wall.
arideh came by, (sara was supposed to come too, but she did not trust skånetrafiken to be able to take her back home again so she stayed home) we watched "killer clowns from outher space" high class movie as usual, it was more entertaining than the tomatoes though. then we whatched some eddie izzard and magnus betner (fun dudes!)
and now i'm here and its little less than two hours until i'm gonna go down and take the bus to malmö centralstation. yeppyepp.
if skånetrafiken hasn't died of the chock all the snow has caused them. it's insane, i thought that GBG had it bad when the snow came, they have nothing on malmö i tell you. it's like noone has even heard of snow before. it's insane, we live in sweden for fucks sake!
(btw, all this snow thats falling all over the world, and not only here? great timing really. "globlal warming! bah, that's no true, just look outside, it's snowing more than in ages! lets polute some more!"
yeyeye
now i'm gonna look through my packin one last time.
fred ut//Amahleen
the good old days!
era sötnötar! Anna och Ida i 9:an
Fia i 9:an
våra lärare i nian Catta Tuula och Helene (love them stil)
och Magnus! fia, hur är det ed magnus nu för tiden! jag ju knappt träffat människan sedan ettan i gymnasiet! cool dude!
king out! eller aa, nån variant i alla fall....nostalgi
klassfoto på avslutningen....fråga mig inte vad jag har påmig! jag ser ut som en TANT!
ellen - fotbollstuneringen??
bobban är sig lik i alla fall :)
kommer ni ihåg dom här sköningarna? familjen banan!
niclas och anna. tänk om jag och niclas hade vetat då att vi skulle jobba tillsammans på ramsegård en sådär fyra år senare? haha....weird
jag och ida...musikal!
ida och kajsa, robin hood och lille john
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och för att avsluta, två bilder på mina underbart söta bröder för cirkus fem år sedan, (leo va fan fem bara eller nåt sånt stört) <3
(alex kommer antagligen mörda mig om han ser dte här...so you better keep it down!) haha
fred ut//Amahleen
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jag kom in i tvättstugan, men inte med min nyckel utan med hjälp av en snäll granne som hade tvättid efter mig....
nu ligger det en gigantik hög med ren tvätt på mitt golv. som jag kommer ta tag i imorgon för nu är jag trött!
peace!
fred ut//amahleen
fundering...
spännande spännande ....
återkommer med svar på denna oerhört spännande fråga lite senare....
tomatoes
it's been quite interesting few days. friday was spent with friends at saras place, chillin and taking it easy. it was nice (after our talk with the student union guy, we really needed it, what can i say? he is really weird!)
saturday started with me oversleeping when i was supposed to meet sara and sanna at the centralstation to then head out to explore some christmas markets. but i made it there eventually and it was nice. cold as hell though! later that evening faride came over and wa watched this movie:
hahaha
(though i think that clip showed all of my favorite parts)
we also watched this one:
haha. (and you so do not have to see that movie after watching that clip, it sumed it up rather throughly)
then we watched a nightmare before christmas, that's a good movie for ya'll.
sunday was spent at sanna's place. we had "italiensk julafton". it consisted of alot of presents and two dices. i guess you can guess what we did. it was nice. but i had no luck at all, what so ever. i sucked. i went home with a whole box of candy though. so i'm not complaining that much. later we; me, sanna, louise, markus and christian, went and bought ourselves some pizza. and on the way up the elevator almost stopped! with us in it! i was soo close to freaking out when the elevator slowed and creaped up like two centimeters a second. scary as hell.
yesturday sanna and i went to copenhagen! and we had a fantastic day! first tivoli and looking at all the pretty decorations and lights and everything. eating creps and just feeling the atmosphere. lovely! then we walked down stöget, window shopping and just had a wonderful time. just feeling the big city! and then we ended up in a kareoke bar! lovely. we didn't sing, but two of the guests did and i could have died there and then. they were soo amazingly good. they sung song from phantom of the opera, and they did it good. as wel as "all that jazz" and New york New york" and other lovely songs.
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when i got home i all but died in bed, turning the lights off before midnight for the first time in a ong time.
today was all dedicated to our theme studies. and it's coming along nicely. feels good :)
fred ut//Amahleen
so beautiful!
this is seriously one of the most beautiful coreos i have ever seen. it's insanely beautiful! and luam (i think that's her, but i'm not sure) and the guy in the purple t-shirt are dancing it so amazingly! they hardly even touch in the beginning,and yet it's no doubt that they are dancing the peace together. it's soooo beautiful. and when he lifts her up from the floor? OMG! whish i were there to dance that, not that i would have been able to do it even close to as good as they did, but just for the feeling of it! i can watch this for ever!
makes me regret that i didn't take luams class when iwere in NYC. ah well, gives me a reason (as if i need one) to go back.
and now i'm tired as hell,as i'm sure you can tell from my writing, so i'm off to bed. peace out!
fred ut/amahleen
cravings
the caribbean!
i mean seriously!
how awesome doesn't it look!
i am not really sure about what island i wanna visit yet though,but i wouldnt say no if someone gave me a trip to like....the cayman islands. i mean damn! just go backpacking there would be awesome!
damn the little fact that i'm on CSN. it sucks! i want money so i can travel! NOW! i need some sun, and warmth, and a white beach, and blue water... and a mohito
i gotta find a job. it's not like i spend overly much time in school anyways.
i'm happy though. this far i got all the days i wanted to work at paprika....they haven't released the schedule for my last requested days yet, but i've got a feeling i'll get those as well. NICE! one step closer to georgetown...
theme studies are coming together nicely, and it feels good. but talking about UN involvement in Iraq and the "illegality" (haha, that is soo not a word) of the US invasion is not an easy subject. it's interesting but my gawd its complex.
we might be going to köpenhamn on monday, i hear that they have really nice christmas decorations.
i'm going to bed now.....i actuallt have a lecture tomorrow, hold your horses!
fred ut//Amahleen
det går hett till på Mah
jag kan ju berätta att det inte alls va lika dramatiskt som de får det att låta som. (btw så är den mörka "aktivisten" som skymtas victor...kan ju säga att jag inte tänker gå längre med den eventuella relationen, än mindre after that stunt)
måste bara säga att reinfeldt är en sjukt duktig retoriker...väldigt läskigt faktiskt. man gick ut där med "aa, men han är ju riktigt bra ju..." innan har jag haft väldigt svårt för honom, och jag håller inte med om mycket av den politik han för. å andra sidan så va huvuddelen av föredraget om miljö och hur man ska nå målet om att stoppa uppvärmningen vid +2 grader från va det är idag, och det är ju ganska svårt att inte hålla med om vad han säger om det, det är snarare att man tycker att det kanske borde göras mer eller på andra sätt, men att saker och ting måste ändras på håller ju alla med om. han gav en helt ny vinkel om vilket ansvar kina måste ta i miljöfrågan som jag inte tänkt på innan och så pratade han om att även om det låter som om Obama jobbar mycket för miljön så handlar det i alla fall om långt mycket mindre än vad många andra länder vill göra.
(screw english for this one)
fred ut//Amahleen
cougar
other than this being a cougar:
a cougar might also look like this:
and she whould be called a cougar if hanging out (preferably in a bedroom) with someone who looks sort of like this:
kapish?
i wouldn't expect you to find the quote funny though. quotes rarely are when taken out of context.... but now you know what a cougar is Ida. :)
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today me and farideh are gonna make food for over 10 people in my small kitchen. whish us luck! we need it
fred ut//Amahleen
And now the verdict....
and what can i say about jacob? only one thing i think: HOT! damn those abs!
and the experience in the theater wasn't as bad as when we went to see the first movie. no screams, alit of giggles, but that i could live with.
and i have an american humor, because i was the only one who laughed at
"i'm not that into the whole cougar thing"
hahaha. that was soooooo funney! no one else thought so though. maybe that was because there were mostly ignorant 14 year olds who don't have the same references as i do. but come on! you should know wgat that is.
so my question:
who of you know what Bella ment by this? (tip: said to a 16 year old who is obviously hitting on her)
"i'm not that into the whole cougar thing"
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now i'm gonna watch so you think you can dance, and then i'm gonna read about US and UN, and after that im gonna do some BORING SHIT on my(fucking)complab. yay. not
hoping i got my money from csn today...
fred ut//Amahleen
I feel bad...
...about how obsessed i am of twiligt. seriously im 20 for fuck sake! to my defense though, i have to say that i read the books way before anyone here in sweden had even heard of one edward cullen. i was first! and i was 17 (sure, not too young but i've always liked those kinds of books, not gonna stop now) i had to wait for the two last books to be realised and i followed the whole dicussion from "not a movie - maybe a movie - when a movie - who in movie - movie"
so, we are gonna watch the new movie tonight! i am so siked! so this means i'll skip the danceclass i thought of going to tonigt, that ought to tell you somethin'. :) 
we had our roleplay seminar today. i had to act as a realist...."go wars"! so hard to debate for something you don't believe in. but it was actually kind of fun.
Fred ut//Amahleen
Take a stand yo!
our demonstration this morning. sadly i'm standing just outside the picture...
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me and Sara are probably going to be class representatives for our class. don't think things will change i you don't change them yourself dude!
now i'm gonna watch so you think you can dance and then i'm gonna pack my bags...then i'm gonna go to bed cos i'm tired....
fred ut//Amahleen
I'll be damned
Fia, you rocked my world! just what i needed today! thanx!
fred ut//Amahleen
so talkin' 'bout J...
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i finally took my swine flu shot. and i'm beeing paranoid here. think there is something wrong with everyting because i can really not get sick tomorrow! too much important shit that i have to do. first, there's this demonstration at 8.00 about how much money our department is getting in next terms budget, (close nothing), and then we have our first meeting with our teacher for theme studies and i also have to go and get my APA report....and next week is freakin insane :s wrong weekend to be going home! whetever...i'll deal.
tings with victor isn't looking up. all i want to do is take three steps back and start over with getting to know the dude.....whatever, i'll deal with that when i get home from home...ee, or somethin'...
fred ut//Amahleen
Look what I found!
hey you guys! look! i took Jamie's class, doing this dance, at broadway dance center this spring/sumer, and honestly? don't think i have ever had a teacher that funny! goofy to the dot! and he is so tall, and soooo (i don't wanna say skinny, but you know...) slim! and a dope dancer. he has the funniest look! he made me laugh throughout the whole class!
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and you know what! i got my history exam back today, and i got a B, which is equivalent to a VG, which is the highest grade we have at the university yo! (doin the happy dance)
and another thing, i passed on my field reaserch paper,(don't know the grade yet though) in which I used the APA system for the very first time! thake that! and Steve (love him!) only passed 18 people from his 2 seminargroups, that's over 40 people, so like more than 20 people failed! but i didn't, cos' i ROCK! i'm soooo happy bout this you have no idea! GOD I'M GOOD!
goin back to Götet again on thursday, gonna be fun. but my train leaves malmö central station "snor tidigt" so to speak. that is not as fun... i'm gonna spend my time on the train reading the book on globalisation, you know i talked about reading some 200 pages a couple of days back? yea, i've read maybe like 10 or sometin of them... so that is what i'm gonna do. only now, those 200 pages are more like 400 or 500 pages. yay me for being laaaaazzzzzyyyyy!
i tried to go get my swine flu shot today, didn't work out too well, gonna go to Kirseberg (try sain that the way they say it here and tell me thre's not something really fucked up about how people talk down here( or "schougens bro" for that matter, if someone would say that to me the way they say it here i would spell it "skogens bro", just sain...)) tomorrow and get it i think. the thing is i hate taking shots. the shots we took for the Bali trip wasn't that bad and i know it intellectually, but that side is very quiet when the shots comes out....and i've had alot of friends getting really sick....and i don't wanna be sick, that's why i'm taking the shot in the first place....and because my mum is on my case....
anyhow, today was a rather good day.
peace!
fred ut//Amahleen